I’m so used to people using me
Tied up and left to starve
My heart yearns for freedom
While everyone secretly lies
Building relationships is so hard
When you’re the only one with tools
Finding out how someone ticks
Used to be laden with jewels
I’ve never felt completely safe
Where no one could knock me down
If I have it would I know
If I don’t would I know
Why does it matter why do I care
It causes such crazy emotion
My brain won’t stop my body aches
Is it me who’s causing commotion
Where in the world will I feel
Trust that won’t be altered
Does it exist at all anyway
And if it’s a myth then what
If it’s a myth I’ve been lied to
By everyone over and over
That thinks I’m great so what
Hand me a four leaf clover
Maybe with luck I’ll find it one day
Growing on lovers graveyard plot
As I myself am stuck on the earth
Wandering as a ghost
Just can’t leave this grass covered rock
So much to know I don’t know
If happiness is in front of me, then
I’m not paying attention to the show
You are what you make, I’ve made it so far
Troubled past won’t hold me back
Yet deep down I’m aware of too much
Stacking hurt in dark rooms
It comes up every now and again
To ruin decisions I’ve made
Climbing mountains, well maintained
What good’s advice when it’s paid
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